In water experience

Standing on the diving block
number five
My toes point down and head soars high
hanging myself in the air
holding my breath
letting my whole body collapse in water,
quietly bits by bits
slowly dissolves
into deep relaxation.
The water current strokes my nerves
I fall to the bottom of the pool
in peace.

Being in water is the best thing I can do to keep me alive

Let the answer come in its time.

... that when you are unsure how to proceed, stop. Be still and enter into the silence. Allow your mind to cease its restless thinking. Wait. Let the answer come in its time.

When I didnt know what to do,
When I was helpless,
I decided to stop, rest, and wait,
the answer came in its time,
just about time.
Today.

I am back to single.
after rounds of struggles.

Thanks for speaking up.

Being in love is not rational,
but being out of love is.
We better be friends.
We cannot make a better choice than this,
if hanging there in no where is not what we want.

You are brave enough to make this move,
I am like a coward.
I am so indecisive,
so ignorant,
so unemotional.
But still be sorry for hurting you.

I am weak to stand on myself, decide on myself.
Thank God you helped me, saved me, pulled me away.
God bless you. May God leads your future, work and love.
Amen.
從那一刻分別開始過往的全都變成了過去式，既然都已經這樣了，就繫好安全帶，安心的任由這一列名為時光的列車，帶我們到一個或許會更美麗的前景去。
I will be patient to wait for the true love God gives me : )