A half.

[photo by Aneta Bartos]

only then I found out
he is irreplaceable
sometimes we were in silence
yet not in awkwardness
but a peaceful state of mind
comfortable. we called it.
'The more I talk to you, the more I like you.'
Simple and no intention to hide.
he made me fall for him.
entirely.
'I want you to give me everything.'
I did and I have nothing left.

we had so much to talk about,
to share.
in the past.
Maybe we are really in speechlessness now
only happened in memories
we own
bubbles and dreams
of the past

I am not stuck with him
but I slowly realise
that what I told him was true:
what can I ask for more? A perfect man I have encountered.
no one is comparable,
I can hardly fall for another man.
with similar degree of spiritual understanding.
Never.
I suspect?

she sensed that she was only a half. But there was no one to supply the other half. 'we rounded each other out so well' she said, thinking back on her days with the saving bank clerk; that was her ideal of eternal love

--A sorrow beyond dreams by Peter Handke

the need of self expression

'we have all in common
the very deep need of express ourselves,
the human desire
yet there is that imbalance between
desire of self expressions,
and the small number sympatic friends who are willing to stand around and listen'

Thanks to the internet
we can express ourselves freely
the deepest desire
the taoo
the inner cry
we can tell the truths

you can write something you think very intersting to be shared
which your friends may find very boring to listen to

you can assume someone have read your words
they understand you
they share the same feelings as you

you can be a great thinker
invent some great theories
and convey them to the world

you can assume you are going to change the world
and influence many many souls


because in reality, in day to day conversation
people may not be bothered to know about the others' lives
'whatever' they might mumble.


they lose so many things
they do not even know
how to learn from others
how to live the lives of others
by listening, by witnessing
we do not live only in the tiny tiny fragment of world where we belong to

we imagine we create we change we give merci

are you wiling to?

collections of feelings.

http://www.wefeelfine.org/

this is an incredible project!
by Jonathan Harris

get inspired now! ;)

this is the other work he is working on and has worked in the past
a visual artist, a computer programmer
and most of all,
I think he can change the world,
if not, he can change the perspective of people towards the world :)